dusk crash

acr ylics, watercolors, water based ink, acrylic ink, gesso for texture, oil pastels, and destroyed with scissors and a letter opener on an 8"x10"canvas panel.
full view plz!


can you tell that i was angry and frustrated?

i'm bipolar and every night when the sun goes, partly because one of my meds wears off, there's not enough sunlight in winter, and i know i'll have trouble sleeping and wake up in a cold sweat at 4am every morning. i usually crash after dinner at about 8 or 9.

EDIT: first time around i scanned this and then kept thinking it looked terribly out of focus and then i took a photo of it and it looks right now. doh! lots of texture just doesn't work on the scanner. pppffffttt...!

RE-EDIT: took a better picture.